I don’t claim to have the “Mother of the Year Award” or even the “Mother of the Month” for that matter. To be honest, many times I feel like an all around failure as a mom. I just birthed my third child nearly 10 weeks ago and I feel like my life has been chaos since several months before little precious #3 was born. Don’t get me wrong I love my children and I am extra thankful for every single day that they are on this planet with me, but that doesn’t mean that there are times that I’ve wanted to tear my hair out. Now I know why everyone looks at you like you are crazy when you have three kids under four. Sometimes I feel like a freak show the way people look at us. And, now I know what some of those other moms feel like that have the big families.
Now, let’s get a little raw here. I’ve struggled tremendously at yelling at my children, even though I sai [Read more…]